i changed

so.. im leaving blogspot. looking for a better place to rant non-stop.   for some writing. =p

[packing stuff]---> grab everythg ---> walk like a boss---> here!

hm... see u there?

catching up [part 1]

Assalamualaikum..

its been a while. i know.

so.. lets start with... after i voluntarily went for a year of torture in HRPZ. heh.

PRP ni apa? well... basically.... its just a year of training before we can apply for fully registered pharmacist. XD

its just what we call the freshly graduated doctor.. housemanship. ha... gitu lah.

so... i went to HRPZ. its tough.

im graduated from univ of Manchester. its [of coz] UK-based-system. all bout NHS... bout how pharmacist can prescribed and all. tp.. bila da balik.. terseksa jgk la. 

we have to accept. malaysia is still... on its own pace.

jauh.

sistem... kerajaannya... perangainya based yg sgt seniority orientated.. sgt menyakitkan.

but i manage to live.

i am grateful. even sgt blur.. sgt jauh dari clinical knowledge.. but they didnt really despise me. Alhamdulillah.

Bila tgh stress.. nanges2.. ada yg dtg tepuk bahu bagi semangat.

i didnt really snap picture back then. phew.

nah. ni gamba2 lama. xde apa sgt..

brand new mekbuk. macbook lama kene curi. =(

thanks. u know who u are. always drove me away, looking for things to cheer me up. well. since i am a coffee addict, mocha always shoot my mood up. so u brought me here. for mocha. =) tq

me n beach. didnt really separated.kot

kawan PRP. XD

my best buddy in HRPZ i think. hahaha =p

again. my partner in crime. satay. not really ur thing, but for 3rd time, ure gave up n just follow my demand. so satay baung it is!

In April.. all the clinical started to get tough. i enrolled in TPN. the heavy but ok-n-could-be-fun department. =,=

so... i did my best.. n then in MAY, ward attchment happen.

i have to stay up late for slides and studying journal.

never ending requirement and all those documentation.

sudahlah belajar jauh. so, terbiasa ngn university.. akan guna BNF and NICE guideline.

but.. in malaysia. its all random. who cares which guidelines we use.

damn.

its hard. kejap guna aussie, kejap guna US. so, asyik kene soal mana dpt guide ni, knp xguna guideline tu. makanya.. tiap hari soalan akan kepul2. i have to look for more to cut them out.

haih

its the hardest part in PRP. ward attachment. 2 months. nanges. xckp tdo. rebel. apa lagi?

hahaha. its tough but most academical-session.

bersoal jawab ngn pegawai.. ngn pakar.. misi somemore.

pergh

makanya, kat situ, i get to know a new partner in crime.

he basically.. drove me out a lot.

everytime i got that stress-feeling going on, he will voluntarily to help me having some fun and all.

im grateful. but thats it. we strive for viva, logbook, finish the slides.. have fun, coffee, pasemboq. then... its ended. =)

on Sept; end of ward.

but... requirement dia.... ya Ampun! menanges tak berlagu. hampir everyday masuk CCU/CRW utk cover CP1, CP3, kounseling.

korg xkan pahammmm.

tp umah masa tu sgt penuh ngn kertas2. ridiculous.

im just so lazy to write up all those things that happened during my ward attachment to be honest.

i hate to recall how we were treated.

like...come on... be professional la.

ni nak tunjuk hebat n lagak.

hm.

then... im moving on to other department. OPD is my favourite. outpatient. i love interact with patient. answering their questions and all. =)

i tot im not this talkative. hahaha =p end of 2015. is the end of my PRP-ship. tapi disebabkan masalah dalaman.. they dont really sign off my logbook. [3 freaking months they left my logbook unattended!!!! jahat giler. tp xpe. itu urusan dia ngn Allah. i rest my case] so... disebabkan issue tu.. im still here. tak posting lagi. =(

feel free to scroll my ig. i love taking pictures nowadays.. mayb coz i am getting comfortable with this hospital... or mayb coz now i am finish with all those logbook and requirements. =)

so.... wait for next part, ya? 

bye

come again?

waahhhhh.

da berapa lama terbiar neh..? bersawang da tahap kalo ada lelabah, da beranak pinak labah2 tu. haha.
weiiiii
lamanya tak menaip! haip!

so.....

i'll try hard to update this neglected-blog tonite. will try my best. promise. =)


dont worry much. im doing fine.

alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah.

1 year of my prp-ship is gonna end soon. *sweepingtears.

thanks to all those sleepless night. thanks to all shitty blame. thanks.
oh my.
if i can conclude my 2015, its such a roller coaster to me. bumpy ride.
all those happy and sad, anger, all tangled together.


anyway.
life must go on.

say hi to my new year. =)

its time

its the time, folks!

its time for me; again; to detach. >,<

i didnt really know how to make LOTS of friends. so, when i did, it will be at most; 4 people. and one of them will b my bestie, attach, stay thick n thin.

but as the time goes, two people cant really be friend, forever. cant we.?

so, its time. to detach.

end of story.

photOs

panas2 chenggg. g picnic yawww. haha

anyway.. this is my first prp-team photo, kan? lol.

sorry for delay. =p

okayyy. bye. for now.

what a day...

i started the day with early morning rain... so., need to drive early.
otw; theres heavy traffic, n one major accident. 20 mins wasted..
xpe lah.
went to hosp staff parking around 8am.. already late. DAMN.

i followed this one car. in parking lot.
i know him. my so-called best buddy.
he went in, for parking.
me? follow him close. i need to park. ASAP.
went in.
he started to reverse.
wait, what???
this tight space..! no. wait, i need to reverse..!
dum.!
ok. he hit my car.
he decide the sudden- reversed, n that white car bumped into mine.


nak marah?
erm.. i know him.
n he knows me.

we just.. trying to make it like, nah..

we went to the pharmacy.
sorting out things. we are okay.

looks ok.
lunch, we ate together.
blaming each other for that stupid minor accident.
he asked for a drink. i went to the drink counter, filling up 2 glasses.
passed him the glass.
mine as well. he refused, saying, hes busy. (tgn lagi satu nk pgg fon) mengada. huh
finally he took the glass. put the phone on his lap.
that brand-new phone
suddenly, the phone dropped, n he broke the tempered glass. the-not-yet-24-hours brand new phone!!!

first his car. now his phone. n that stupid phone, disebabkan aku yg mengada yg nak dia pgg gelas aku. damn
he broke it.

he get angry.
me too

after office hour we fight a bit.
KOT.
he drove me to the car park. its raining. i wont walked in rain. n he wont let me soaking wet, too. heh.
after re-parking neo, we went out
for ice cream.
coz i just want to eat ice cream.
n he bought me that bloody oreo mcflurry.

thats summed up my day. haih
xtau nk kata apa. since we are the so-called bff, haih.. nk marah xboleh.
so dedua pendam je la rasa sakit ati.

hmm
k bye.

appreciate

" saya selalu je sweet ngn zati. selalu buat baik. zati je yang xpenah nk appreciate,"

weih. i can stand when u talking/complaining on other things. but not bout appreciate things. coz it struck me like u-better-kill-me-now situation. =(